If you ask my sons “is your mummy fierce like crazy mama last night?” They will tell you, “yes, and we are “pah pah” – scare.
Last night after celebrating MIL birthday at one of the restaurant, we went back home. Thought now is school holidays, so I don’t get my boys to sleep early, I let them watch TV for a while, when I can have my quick shower. Clean my boys, change them to their Pyjamas, on the TV, and tell them I go for shower, most of the time they are ok with TV babysit them. Half way shower, Fearles come and knock my door and tell me Cruz off the TV, he can’t see the cartoon. I told him, I’m done soon, ask him to go and sleep first, I come soon. Off he went, then I heard all silence, beside than some sound on closing door.
Speed up my shower, come out from shower room, zoom to the room, can’t see the two monkeys on the sofa, and all quiet, I had a glance on my walk in wardrobe, my two naughty boys are inside! Cruz is sitting up high on a stool and playing with my things and my skin care things that I just bought night before, cover are open, lucky the packet still not open, and are all on the floor. Fearles is standing aside and watch Cruz digging my things! I got so so mad!!! I scolded or I “SCREAM” at Cruz and bring the cane and cane his little hand! Telling him, “why never listen to what I said, always play with my things!” After the previous incident, he dare not to touch for a while, now start again! I so pissed! I cane him, he don’t cry, I ask him to go outside the room, and stand outside. He obey go outside but………. he go and open the cousin’s room door and disturb them sleeping *slap forehead* !!
Call him in the room, ask him “did he know why I scold him, ask him he dare to play with my things again?” he said “No”. To “lecture” him more and make him to remember not to play with my things, I told him to sleep at the walk in wardrobe, don’t sleep with me, I pull him into the wardrobe, I off the light and I close the door. I closed, he opened I closed, he opened, and cried so pitiful. (Yes, I am that bad!!!!! I’m the bad mommy!!!!) I let him out for the good 1 minutes, he cried so hard till he vomited! Serve me right! I had to go and mop the floor, clean up Cruz and change him again, get me more works! *faint* On the other hand, Fearles watch quietly and he didn’t make a sound (I think he got so scared that his mama go crazy!) I ask him to go to sleep, less than 5 minutes he is in his sweet dream. Cruz still sobbing , and dare not to see me. Off the light, tell him “no more playing with mommy’s things” he “nodded” his head and I said “did u said sorry?” He said with a pity voice “sorry mommy!” I said “sorry Cruz, mommy had scared u and mommy beat your hand. This is because you naughty!!” He closed his eyes and nodded his head. I feel so bad!!! Lastly I ask Cruz “do u love mommy” he said “yes”! My heart melt again.
Fearles I think he got scared by me. Half way sleeping, while I still watching my TV, he wake up suddenly and point at the chair, saying “Cruz, cruz” and I told him, Cruz already “oi oi” on the bed, he still saying “Cruz Cruz Cruz”, then he back to sleep again. * see how fierce I am to fright my two boys?* Haih….
Little note to Cruz: Mommy feel really bad to do this, and give you the punishment. Don’t hate mommy ok.
This morning, when I came to work, my two little darling still in their sweet dream.