Another 4 more days, i will be going for the company trip and also this will be my very first time leave my boys behind for three days since they born till today. I remember last year i suppose to join company trip, but for some reason i didn't make it, and i remember i blog about it .
Two weeks ago, i just casually told the boys that, i will be away for a company trip for three days, i didn't tell them it is a "holidays" for me. At first they seems ok, ask me where i go, who i go with, how i go. After some talk, Cruz was quiet out of sudden, and he ask me again, where did i go, how long, which date and the more he asked, i can see tears in his eyes, but i "pretend" i didn't see it. When he see me no reaction, he asked, did you see got tears in my eyes? Then he start sobbing , then with crying, and he cannot control and he just cry so bad. OMG! I told myself i shouldn't have tell them if i know Cruz will cry so bad. I manage to calm him down with nice word and tell him, three days will pass very fast, and daddy will take over the task to sent them for swimming class and all. And on the forth day morning, once he open his eyes from his sleep, he will see me at home already. To make him feel a lot more better and happy, i brought them to Mcd. From that day onwards they start count down when i am leaving and this cheeky Cruz can tell me or to make me feel bad, he said , on the morning you leave, i open my eyes and i cannot see you, i will cry cry cry till night!! *sigh*
Last two days, Cruz mention to me again, you're leaving this Saturday? I told him yes, and he said, ok, i am a big boy already, i won't cry again, *I hope*. On the other hand, Fearles, always the cool one or he is the type that he hardly express his feeling.
Well, this will be my first travel without the boys and my boys first without me around for three days. We will see how it goes....